John- have really been missing you lately. Not that I don't miss you everyday but you have especially been in my heart lately. It doesn't seem like you have been gone for 11 years but just yesterday. I don't think that will ever change. To me it will always seem like yesterday. Come visit me sometime. It would be wonderful to get a sign from you! Love you mom
Well Christmas day is here again. This is your 9th in Heaven and miss you every day but you know that. Christmas was your favorite holiday and I remember how much you loved all the lights and we would drive around looking at them. This is lil J's first Christmas. I can't believe he has that same grin of yours and he is so happy and always laughing just like his Uncle John. You are in our hearts evreyday and never but a thought away. I love and miss you Johnny
Hey John / Mom (mom)
Well made it through yesterday. As you know it was difficult at times but you helped me though that too. I never stop missing you John! So how do you feel about being an uncle? Pretty cool right? We are hoping for a Feb 1st birthday to set a record at 4 generations! I think that should be recorded somewhere.
missing you / Mom (mom)
John today is 7 years but to me it still seems like yesterday. You know John you moved around a lot in your life. It is amazing to me how everywhere I go in the Denver area or beyond I find memories of you! And with music being your passion most songs I hear I also find a memory. Remember the time we drove to visit Grandma and Grandpa in our little yellow VW Bug. You played the Cars tape all the way there and all the way back! I think you were 10 years old that time. One of my favorite memories is around my birthday a year before you left us. I came home from work and you called. Said for me to go to the bedroom and look in the bedroom dresser drawer where inside were 2 concert tickets to Jethro Tull. You said " Happy Birthday Mom" This and many more memories get me through each day John. Guess you know that I am not holding John Day anymore. It seemed to have lost its meaning and I know that everyone will remember you always as they have there own special memory/memories of you!
Well here it is another new year 2010. It will be 7 years that you have been gone and I still miss you so much. Missing you will never go away....It is something that you learn to live with...always having you in the back of my mind and some many memories and questions of what would have been if you were still here....wonder a lot about where you are and anxiously hoping for signs from you!!! I think somehow that would make my life here easier if I had some sign that I knew in my heart you are ok....and we will be together again someday!! Be with me John and give my the strength to get through another year without you!!!! I love and miss you everyday!!!!! mom Close
You know I hear that many people can see and communicate with the "dead". I wonder why I can't see you? I believe I have had some signs from you but I really want to see you so I will know without a doubt you are ok and will be there when it is my time to cross over. I wonder if you are with Grandma and Grandpa Robbie Reatha and everyone else who has crossed over? My only wish now and each day is that I hear from you in some way...send me a green gumbie Johnny!!! Love and Miss You each and every moment!!! You are forever in my heart!!
Remembering John / Nancy Thomason (gp mom )Read >>
Remembering John / Nancy Thomason (gp mom )
My thoughts and prayers are with you on this very sad day that your son left this world. I pray that all of the wonderful memories of your amazing son's life will help to ease your pain today and that you can find some peace. You have created such a wonderful tribute to John and I can see how very loved he is. That love will always be with you growing each day. Love and peace Nancy mother of an angel named Matthew Close
Six years ago today was the last time I saw you alive. I remember I went over to your house and you were there sitting on the porch with that grin on your face. I drove off that evening thinking I would see you the next day but you left us in the early morning hours on Juli 24th. Part of me went with you that day and you stay in my heart.
memories/ Maureen (mom)
John, I remember that you loved Halloween and dressing up. After all this is the only day of the year that you can be anyone you want to. I remember the year you were one of the KISS musicians. You did such a great job on the make-up that you looked just like him!! I wish I would have taken a picture that night!! I miss those times and many more...I love you. Happy Halloween in Heaven!!!! Love mom Close
This really sucks!! / Mom That is the only thing that always comes to mind when missing you each day..how this sucks!!!.It is not supposed to be this way you know...you should still be here!!! you weren't supposed to die!!!!like the Pink Floyd song "Comfortably Numb" that is how I've become. go through the days but often just physically here not mentally! there must be a reason for this awful pain???? I do know what I want and don't want, cry harder and laugher louder but my missing you stays strong.....one day we will be together again....until that time stay with me John, if only in spirit....love momClose
talked to Sheridan / Mom (mom)
John, talked to Sheridan the other night...it sure was good to hear his voice, just wish he lived closer to us..he teases just like you use to do..As you probably know he is living in Montana now....I am hoping to have him come down for Christmas and go snowboarding with Jeremy..take some of you to the mountain top....I know how you loved it there....Donnie moved into his own apt...I worry about him, but then I remember that you are watching over him....love and miss you every day...........mom Close
John, you were alive today / Maureen (mom)
John, For just a moment today, you seemed so much alive....I can't really explain the feeling, but it was very real.....Maybe you were with me in spirit...it sure was a strong feeling....
I love and miss you everyday, John...someday we will be together again!!!!!!!!!!!!!until then I will hold you in my heart....
John, I am remembering our last Easter together. You hid the eggs for Hannah and you were really having fun doing it...then we colored some eggs...The first Easter after you were gone from us, Iwas peeling some hard boiled eggs and Hannah said to me "mom, you are not doing it right, let me show you the right way like John showed me".. This and many more memories make me smile..Love and miss you forever!!!
The Mosh Pit, John would have loved it!!!! / Mom (mom)Read >>
The Mosh Pit, John would have loved it!!!! / Mom (mom)
John, saw Matt with High on Fire on Sat. March 31st. I know you were with me and made sure I was safe taking pictures in the mosh pit!!!! Love and miss you each and every day!!!!mom Close
Happy Easter John! / Shaye Creamer ^i^ Mack's Mom~ Love You! (Angels in Heaven )Read >>
Happy Easter John! / Shaye Creamer ^i^ Mack's Mom~ Love You! (Angels in Heaven )
Beautiful Child in Heaven John Happy Easter with Jesus! How jealous I am not to be there with you precious Angel! Keeping you forever in my heart, thoughts, and prayers. God Bless You! Always, Shaye, Mack's Mom Forever www.kenneth-creamer.memory-of.com "Death does not end a Love/relationship, Just how we communicate."Close
TO JOHN MY PRECIOUS SON WHO I MISS EVERY DAY / MAUREEN (MOM)Read >>
TO JOHN MY PRECIOUS SON WHO I MISS EVERY DAY / MAUREEN (MOM)
THERE ARE TEARS BEHIND MY SMILE AND A MASK I WEAR...IT'S CALLED DENIAL..LIFE IS TRAGICALLY TO REAL FROM THIS LOSS I WILL NOT HEAL....NO ONE HAS A SINGLE CLUE HOW MUCH IT HURTS...MY LOSING YOU, ALTHOUGH THEY THINK I'M DOING FINE SOMETIMES I FEEL I'VE LOST MY MIND....MEMORIES ARE ALL THAT I HAVE LEFT AFTER THIS TERRIBLE LIFE THEFT.A HEART THAT HURTS BEYOND CONTROL DEEP DOWN TO MY VERY SOUL...THERE ARE TEARS BEHIND MY SMILE AND A MASK I WEAR...IT'S CALLED DENIAL..IT HAVE CRIED WITH AND WITHOUT TEARS AND HAVE BEEN DOING SO FOR YEARS.....I HAVE FOUND NO PLACE TO HIDE CARRYING ALL OF THIS INSIDE. NO EARTHLY WORDS THAT DO EXPLAIN THE KIND OF LIFE THAT DOES REMAIN. I LOOK FOR SIGNS MOST EVERY DAY THAT YOU ARE CLOSE..NOT FAR AWAY. I PLAY A GANE WITHIN MY HEART AS IF YOU NEVER DID DEPART. THERE ARE TEARS BEHIND MY SMILE AN A MASK I WEAR...ITS CALL DENIAL...MISSING YOU MY SPECIAL CHILD WHEN YOU WERE HERE I TRULY SMILED!!!!!!!!!!